Keeping Up With Me: September 2010

Monday, September 27

Don't lie of a broken heart .

You don't die
of a broken heart,
you only wish you did.

To die for love...
what could be more glorious?

The heart is the only
broken instrument that works.

When it comes to
affairs of love and hurt,
you have to wait for your heart
to learn what your
head already knows,
then you can break free

I was born
when you kissed me.
I died
when you left me.
I lived a few weeks
while you loved me.

You know the feeling
when the world collapses
and the heart explodes.

My heart bleeds no more.
Now it's been turned to stone...

Saturday, September 25

Love once , tearing a millions .

I know you like letters, so here’s a few:

I’ve never felt better than

when I was with you,

But you do what you have to,

and I’ll do it, too,

Cause I’m gonna laugh through this,leaving you.

Love is a trend-setter,

set by the movies.

"Baby, I love you," or

"Baby, we’re through," means

Simple quotations of sitcoms

that you’ve seen.

You never loved me,

and now that my view’s clean ...

I know that I meant nothing, gave nothing true,

If this is as shallow, as pointless to you,

To write me a note, write me off as an ex.

To kiss me, dismiss me, move on to the next.

Maybe you lied, you felt nothing inside,

But I was sincere with my heart, and I tried.

But if that’s the case, then it might not be me

Who’s lost something that mattered, only lies from tv.

Now it’s my turn to feel nothing inside,

Not a touch of remorse when I wave you goodbye.

Cause this doesn’t hurt me as much as it should,

But it will hurt you, ‘cause you lost something good.

A Single Love

離別你不經異地　想工作暗天暗地　直到可困倦床睡　不掛念你

情願我呼天叫地　總好過這麼顧忌　害怕走往日場地　敢碰著你會撐不起

和誰在一起都用來共你相比　就算了不起只可做到我知己

誰若寄望替代你最美都要放棄　只能退避

和誰在一起很自然共你相比　就算遊戲笑著也未快樂得起

難道我在寄望有天可失憶　找到轉機＊

其實我很不快樂　想躲進暗黑街角　淚再可痛快地流落　不知那日會對愛再有感覺

和誰人在一起都用來共你相比　就算了不起只可做到我知己

誰若寄望替代你最美都要放棄　只好退避

和誰在一起很自然共你相比　就算遊戲笑著也你快樂不起

難道我這寄望有天可失憶　難道這份記念遇著空氣　欠缺就會死

Cinderella Story

She walks in beauty, like the night

Of cloudless climes and starry skies,

And all that's best of dark and bright

Meets in her aspect and her eyes;

Thus mellow'd to that tender light

Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,

Had half impair'd the nameless grace

Which waves in every raven tress

Or softly lightens o'er her face,

Where thoughts serenely sweet express

How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek and o'er that brow

So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,

The smiles that win, the tints that glow,

But tell of days in goodness spent,

A mind at peace with all below,

A heart whose love is innocent.

- Lord Byron

I can't feel the love anymore .

rying to forget someone
you love is like trying to remember
someone you never met.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that
we can truly say goodbye.

Real loss only occurs
when you lose something that you love more than yourself.

How can I forget you
when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you
when your all I want inside?
How can I let you go
when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you
when you control my heart?

A lost love is never lost unless
what's lost is the love for your lover.

Without you there is no love.
Without you there is no me.
Without you there is nothing.
So I'm asking, baby,
please don't leave.

I cry because I know
You doesn't feel the way I do.
I cry because I think of
how pathetic I am,
and I cry because
I think I'll be crying forever.

Some people say the worst way
to miss someone is when
they are right next to you
and you know you can't have them,
but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize
you can't live without them.

A million words wouldn't bring you back.
I know because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears.
I know because I've cried!

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,
when you're heart still does.

It is now one of my biggest regrets in this life:
not to have seen the extent of your love for me.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you
because then I could go to bed at night not
knowing there was someone like you out there.

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is,
no one really hears it, except you..

How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?
How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?
how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?

Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me,
everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

I wish that you were here or that I were there,
or that we were together anywhere!

The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.

Every single person in this world waits for love in their life.
Some people say love didn't come to them
but it was right in front of their eyes.
Some people wait a lifetiime for true love,
I should know, I'm still waiting for my true love.

Our sweetest songs are
those that tell of the saddest thoughts.

Love is born with a smile,
grows with a kiss,
and dies with a tear.

3 words - I Love You

從前有那三個字天天講你知　雖然沒新意但有意思

我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句　我只想你可以跟我一起笑

從前那三個字　人人都鐘意

好不可思議　但是又有幾個人真正明白

那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

A Broken Friendship

It was almost a month since you and Me spoke to each other and today they accidentally ran into each other at school. Wondering whether should we talk to each other, we cast awkward glances at each other as both of us browsed through the school. It is funny how two friends who were once inseparable were complete strangers now…

Friendship is perhaps one of the most beautiful relationships that two people can share. Friendship is about sharing each other’s opinions, dreams, fears, aspirations and hopes. Friendship is about engaging conversations, which go on and on as friends lose track of time. Friendship is about cherishing old memories of togetherness and creating new ones everyday. Although when you watch friends hanging out and having a great time it seems as if these people just belong together, friendship does require a sound mutual understanding with lots and lots of love and care for each other.

Often when you see people who were once inseparable and have later moved on to part ways, you think what could’ve gone so terribly wrong between them that they can’t even stand each other? Can a friendship that starts with ‘ no sorry no thank you’ and reaches the ‘friends forever’ stage end on a bitter note? The reasons for a broken friendship might be many, but most often when people look back at their broken friendships, they regret it. If you have ever lost a friend due to a petty fight or any other differences, then jus read through these broken friendship quotes. You might want to give your friendship another shot…

- Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes it difficult.

- A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not friendship until after you've had a fight.

- A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.

- You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your friends

- If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.

- We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry.

- A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight

- A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

- Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it. ~ Belgicia Howell

- Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding.~ Sri Chinmoy

- Since there is nothing so well worth having as friends, never lose a chance to make them."

- It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise.

- The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship. ~ Sir Francis Bacon

- We all lose friends.. we lose them in death, to distance and over time. But even though they may be lost, hope is not. The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off. Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on." ~ Amy Marie Walz

So if you have a friend with whom you’ve fought for some reason or have simply lost touch due to your busy schedules, then its time to give them a call or meet up. Life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness, cherish the people who have been with you and are always with you …Friends are always friends no matter what, every friendship goes through its good and bad phases, but remember that you can make a difference by taking the first step and bridging the gap…What are you waiting for?

Love , Arran'10

Thursday, September 23

Good Luck

Trials is finally here , I mean like tomorrow . For god sick is first paper will be HISTORY . why ? Why ? WHYY on the earth the subject that we hate the most on the first day of trials . Never mind , Let's all just hope nothing gonna happen and just calm to take the test . I don't get it , why other schools (among all the school ) had 2 or 3times of trials but ours like once , wtf man ? not fair la anyways just wanna wish GOOD LUCK to all the form 5 and let's suffer maybe stress together . SEJARAH is killing me right now .

gonna ciao now , nights everyone . Gonna suffer with my sejarah books right now

and

P/S : People , please wish all the form 5 luck , I NEED IT .

Sunday, September 19

TRIAL REWARDS

MULBERRY BROWN ALEXA OVERSIZED LEATHER BAG.
IPHONE 4 with 3 cover .
A PUPPY .

Saturday, September 18

Between The Miles

Because existence can become severe
in one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.

Between the miles-
if you need me.
If you need a friend.
Let me be the friend, I want to be.

Friendship isn't the pretty .

Friendship isn't always easily described .The Eskimos , they say , have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.

Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Let the countdown begin.

Hold it

You think you know me
Thought you could hold me
You said that you loved me
Though never even showed me
Turned about around friends
Me hoping it would end
Then smiling that face
My heart lost it’s steady pace
Now your older and practically
see through.
Now that you older I can’t see you
My heart lost your spark
It cannot spark and restart
Me wishing you back
Though “come true” my wishes lack.
I know they say no to “Us”
But you must stay true to “Us”
Please don’t walk away from me
Your all with I want to be.
I can already read your mind
Your staying now stay mine
I’ll be faithful and true
I’ll be me and you be you.
You think you know me
Thought you could hold me
You said that you loved me…
And now I believe you..

I'm losing it

" all i ever wanted to do , was to fall in love just to be in love "

Monday, September 6

P-M-S

: hey , are you like having a party tomorrow night ? omgosh , why I din know that ? am I invited ? hahahahhahahhahahha ROFL am I ? Are you like turning 17 today ? OMGOSH we're same age now , damn you why can't you stay 16 and let me turn 17 ? oh well I am 17 . teeheee are you gonna get wet tomorrow ? are we ? answer me ? and stop being lame all the time , I'm innocent right ? okay , i know I'm blah blah blah now . so , Boy, come on, give me rock stuffCome put a little love it my glove bagI wanna dance with no pants onMeet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox . teeehee . oh well , am i too much ? you know what , I don't care cause is your birthday so . haha Do you remember we were sitting there about the waterYou put your arm around me for the first timeYou made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughterYou are the best thing that's ever been mine . you're mine forever , like forever .As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had togetherAnd as our lives change, from whateverWe will still be, friends forever . Nothing can be missed the past lets begin a new life , and the first thing is STOP YOUR PMS PLEASE .

when she see ZAC , she will go like this .

It was the prank , remember ?

was it a blast ?

David Cook

Peace and Co

super nerd.

Candy means sweet and plus the heart , worst .=D

You grown up .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE , this might not be the best birthday present but JUST FOR YOU .

SUMMER HOLIDAY JUST ENDED

Guess what ?

HOLIDAY IS HERE

but TRIAL is in 2 weeks time . FML

Oh well , I think the 10 days holiday I'm gonna suffer with sejarah , econs and what so ever .

Die ..oh well , accept for tomorrow cause gonna party babeh .

why do I always get excited about friends birthday but my own birthday is like FUCK to the max man .

Guys , guess what again ? I just finish my 4 hours of learning of driving .

6 more hours to go , then I am official a P driver .

Gonna have my driving test this saturday , wish my luck people or maybe just keep your finger cross .

Oh , my twitter just reach 5,789th tweets. should be proud of myself man , i started to tweet 5 months ago ,

Not bad ah . teehee

Okay ..gonna start packing now cause tomorrow gonna be WET. Peace off

Is so Fluffy , I'm gonna die

Having the best meeting at Lara place last friday , Guess what ? I'm gonna be there tomorrow cause is her baby bash birthday . Oh well , cut out the birthday part , let's now talk about the blast . Is was a blast man , cam-slutting around her house with my DIDI . aha , sadly sham was not there. Had chinese food for the dinner , I miss those sotong . do you guys want to see the best shoot ? okay .

the cowgirl with the school uniform beech .

3 of them like dam jakun man , dik tak pernah tengok kuching ke ?

Lara trying to ____ that cat but epic fail .

kita nampak tinggi kan ? Yes , We are .

The best jumpshort . Credit to Lin vin

Love it ?

Reflection.

Rachel , what do I do makes you look shock ?

lawa kan ? credit to lara.

she is so adorable ..hoping to see her tomorrow .

camslutting.

RACHEL TAN PMS-ING

Happy ending

Gonna get prepare for tomorrow baby bash for ARA , she just so annoying . I know you love me . Teehee

Ciao

Wednesday, September 1

September - 9

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain.

1 Malaysia , 1 Suara , 1 Bangsa , Sehati Sejiwa.

Just had Merdeka Celebration in school yesterday . It was a blast cause My last Merdeka Celebration in High School ( =( ). Is proud to be senior of the school , maybe not the leaders but atleast get peoples to respect us . teehee * KONON sial * Now this I hate writing essay so just skip all the bullshiting . Picture Up.