Thursday, April 29

Release

When you think about our lives –
Screaming kids and nagging wives:
'Can't smoke here – no! not there –
Your bloody fags, they drive me spare!
A second bottle? drunken slob,
Off your arse and get a job!

You never take me for a spin –
A little cruise from all the din! '
'You're the bleedin' noise' I scream
Inside my head. I only dream
Of shouting out for fear of what you'd do –
If I could only ball 'F*ck you! '

No, the only way that I can manage
Bearing up against your visage, is
Watching films with hero Arnie –
While drowning in a greasy sarnie.

'Oh to be! ' I wish in sighs:

Arms like his would suit me well –
I'd bust the walls; escape this hell
In which I only just exist;
Getting through by staying pissed.

Agh! the bloody screams again!
And so I crack.
Hang on Arnie,
I'll be back…

Now where's the friggin' telly?
Go on Arnie, give it welly!
Thunder on; it's a-okay –
See how quiet she is today? 

Life?!

Life in deserts was sandy,
Life in caves was lonely,
Life in ocean was salty,
Life in stars was resplendent,
Life in car was modern,
Life in mountains was exhilarating,
Life in Sun was brilliant,
Life in forests was mystical,
Life in shadows was enigmatic,
Life in battlefield was belligerent,
Life in pearls was exotic,
Life in office was monotonous,
Life in sky was breezy,
Life in submarine was voluptuous,
Life in trees was mischievous,
Life in roses was fragrant,
Life in grass was intoxicating,
Life in webs was silken,
Life in paradise was divine,
Life in temples was sacrosanct,
Life in gutter was abhorrent,
Life in dirt was deplorable,
Life in rain was seductive,
Life in beehives was vivacious,
Life in wine was sensuous,
Life in computers was brazen,
Life in nests was sequestering,
Life in statues was stationary,
Life in icebergs was freezing,
Life in anthills was irascible,
Life in lakes was placid,
Life in locks was invincible,
Life in photographs was still,
Life in gardens was pleasant,
Life in mousetrap was asphyxiating,
Life in fists was curled,
Life in prison was disdainful,
Life in whirlpool was spinning,
Life in theater was dramatic,
Life in art was enchanting,
Life in boats was undulating,
Life in diamonds was glittering,
Life in moon was milky,
Life in kitchen was appetizing,
Life in beauty was ravishing,
Life in titillation was enticing,
Life in fantasy was stupendous,
Life in motherslap was blissful,
Life in medicine was healing,
Life in corpse was standstill,
Life in lavatory was pathetic,
Life in seedlings was blossoming,
Life in horseback was gallivanting,
Life in snakeskin was slithering,
Life in oven was sizzling,
Life in greenery was sedative,
Life in rebellion was evoking,
Life in discrimination was appalling,
Life in benevolence was gratifying,
Life in humanity was God,
Life in cheese was tangy,
Life in achievement was exultating,
Life in ambition was propelling,
Life in eyelashes was flirtatious,
Life in palms was dependant,
Life in fashion was bombastic,
Life in recluse was esoteric,
Life in keyhole was inconspicuous,
Life in kites was exuberant,
Life in glass was reflecting,
Life in tea was rejuvenating,
Life in sheep was impeccable,
Life in rocks was jagged,
Life in chains was abominable,
Life in feathers was tickling,
Life in egotism was preposterous,
Life in dawn was brandnew,
Life in dewdrops was mesmerizing,
Life in intrigue was electrifying,
Life in eloquence was mystifying,
Life in clock was pragmatic,
Life in childhood was nostalgic,
Life in robots was mechanical,
Life in fabric was shielding,
Life in soul was stupefying,
Life in roots was entangling,
Life in chains was hedonistic,
Life in bareness was lascivious,
Life in haziness was romantic,
Life in knives was lethal,
Life in chili was piquant,
Life in swings was fascinating,
Life in lechery was insane,
Life in rhythm was celestial,
Life in pulse was frantic,
Life in lies was cowardice,
Life in superstitions was non-existent,
Life in revenge was pugnacious,

But life in the heart of your beloved; WAS; IS; AND
WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE; LOVE AND ONLY LOVE…

Sunday, April 18

A Walk To Remember

This song inspire me alot , when ever I realy down.....I listen to it

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's so long.

Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.


Miley Cyrus , Liam Hemsworth and Greg Kinnear




By Nicholas Sparks..Is an awesome book !!!!

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.


Omogosh ..dammmm

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.





Friday, April 16

Why ?

Why ? why ? why ? Why I am still not over you ? Gah
God , Where the hell is the sign that you should show it to me ?

Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a boy can never forget





She turning 18 right now , GAGA

Oh well , let's start with HAPPR BIRTHDAY KAK ZA and SUPER SMEXY LEXY 18 !! Still remember how we meet ? uurrrmmm I kinda forget wtf , aiyo too much stress and homework already la.. I just joking around , you think I will forget meh. We meet like 2 years ago during Azi (Azian)'s Senior Prom. I get dam pissed of man when I wanted to take picture with you , you pulak cao with " SOMEONE" ( FYI that someone is eeewww form the head to the leg) hahahah ROFL.. Speaking of ,  I dam mad man !!! But atleast after few months later we having so much fun rite ? remember you and sakai ponteng , I terjumpa you at the library..haha kantoi ! =P We having an awesome lunch before you left m'sia at GEM remember ? Gossiping abt those whore and jerks ...hahaha Wells , do you still keep the pressie I gave you last year ? and the card for your leaving , did you keep it ?....hahahahahahha GAGA....I miss you like shit man , when you come back Park's garden with kelvin , Sachie and Hanim ok ? Cotton on ? Aiyo when ever I see anything related to you , then I will start missing you man ...GAGA


 I know you want this boots so badly right ? I saw the same design but diffirent colours at Isetan KLCC..Let's  go shop when you come back ok ?



I know you also want it so badly rite ? I just got new Louis's bag , are chu jealous ? hahaha GAGA



I realy duuno which lomo fisheye you lwant , I chose this cause it match with you boots.....GAGA


 We should vote for Best Stunning Date...Gaga


Arran Archuleta .. Sakai .. Nenek Zaza Gaga


 hey , nenek za we was on the magazine once but not because you're Lady zaza..gaga

Hey , this post is all for you cause today is Lady Zaza Days...WTf anyways Happy Birthday and Hope you like the Scrapbook I made it you......
P/s : I miss you loadss and Come back fast..xx





Wednesday, April 14

Move on from you....sigh

Even though that , moving on from someone it feel so easy but actually is not..Oh well I haven't move on from the one since like what form 3 ? ( I am those who take realy  long time to move on ) We begin with all the joke and whatever shit and craps but it full of lies..I have to say so sorry for lying everything , I doesn't mean it to hurt you but it just make friends with you is not that easy or simple !!I know we begin with so much fun stuff but how about the ends ? we ends like using a knife chop the meat into half ? is that call ends ? that is wtf rite ? oh well , I am still remember , I was realy crazy about you..WTF man ? Fo the past few months , I always ask advice from Mira , Sofia and Liaan . Their probally know that I hurt myself because of you , hidding at the corner emo-ing because of you , EMO-ing every single day because of you , sending messages to each other in Fb secretly and also I wrote 5 diares about you ( each diares just like my SPM essay paper , each essay more than like what 500 words ? all is my feelings to you ) but when I look back all the diares I feel so bladdy stupid and idiot ....see everything In my life for the past years or months is all related to you but after 2 years later , today,  I am so proud to announced that I am finally over with you...Oh well the first 1 weeks I might be emo-ing , haha but after that weeks I AM IN HEAVEN man..are chu jealous ? get a life whore
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I just have to say TTYM and CAO
P/S : Thanks to Mira , Sofia , liann and NADDY for the help , because of you guys I doesn't fall .If not I dah jatuh dalam giler.. THANK YOU LIFE SAVER , I love you guys cause when ever i need you guys , you guys always at there for me..

Life ?

Can someone tell me what is life means ? I just never gone true this before. This is the time I realy got into the bottom of my life . Dear god , is this what I ask for ? I don't think so.. I lost my direction ! When everytime I wanted to move on from you , I realize that is not that easy to move on .....
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone
why is everyone move on so easily ? but why i can't ?  I think maybe I too addicted to you , You just like my drug , I have to take it everyday but I am not a drug addict , why I am so stuppid , I can't get over you ?


Bila aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu
 Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa penggantiku
Jangan dilupakan aku... 



Maybe this song is true , when I am not here , keep all the song about me , don't always cry , meber we might see each other again , but when you find my replacement just don't forget me.... I just wanted to treat you as a friends but I think I never got a chance to talk to you cause I am just the trash for you......


Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us



but their have no us anymore.....I think I have to wait for the god who going to gave me those sign or a miracles....I just wanted to had you
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
maybe two is better than one but how about one is better than two ? 
maybe because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do with myself ..
I just alone right now , No one is standing my side cause most of them already got their happiness but me nothing at all....

I can be pensive,
You can be so sure.
You'll be the poison,
You'll be the cure.
I'm alone on the journey,
I'm alive none the less,

One day I just wish miracles happen.........

Monday, April 12

Whenever I look at you

This song inspire me alot , when ever I realy down.....I listen to it
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.


And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

My Last Sports Day


Wong Chong Hann 
* My seniors and Former SG student *

He is the Wong Choon Hann, Malaysia's well-known badminton player.
Yesterday, he attended Sri Garden's 19th Annual Sports Day as a VIP Guest.
For the opening ceremony, he gave a short speech about himself and also his experience in his career as a badminton player.
After all, he was from BAM (Badminton Academy of Malaysia) which is now Sri Garden.
After the speech, he officially declared our school sports day open by releasing a dove, together with the 4 house captains.

 I quite proud of myself , standing next to him !! Are chu guys jealous of me ? NAH



It took by me , Three of them calling me to took " Nice picture " Oh well Is this nice ? hahaha pff
Asyraff : Looking at my Didi ( DSLR )
Amir : Like Salome standing infront of him
Hakeem : I have no idea what he looking at..... *Someone*



Gadis tinggal di MEXICO.......Redbull...MUMUMU



The pretty girl : ALISON CHOW



Green House I proud of you guys , even We doesn't won but atleast we did our best.. GOOD JOB



 Dam cun rite ? It took by me.....I am not stalker la just suddenly took it....pffff



Amir is the one who took it...Nice right ? hahahahhahaha Kids what , what to do ?!



I going to miss those bitchess man since I am leaving soon..GAH




Jeesica ? Why are you so pretty ? Gah..hahahahha Jess, Proud of you become our captain , Good lead man !!!!




Congrats to RED HOUSE !!! You guys did very well ...Glory RED


P/S : This is gonna be my last sports day in my life * since I am not kinda active in sports *

Wednesday, April 7

Messing around with my DSLR

Omgosh, I still cant believe that my dad actually bought a DSLR for me......thats so wtf ?! But I am still cant over that mood man 11! GAH......Picture people :

Oh my..I love it so much man...credit to kah chun

Jessica credit to you......

 BREAK TIME...........


Sexy ah Jessica.....eerrmmm

Brush......

Lara's Hand , Red House


Good Job Green House......Olalalalala * Sakai semangat*


Anyways Thats all I can post ,
Gosh I need to done with Aiza pressie before her mum leave M'sia

CAO



  

Saturday, April 3

Japanese Life in Malaysia

Omgosh..Why until now only I post about it ? oh well to busy with Homework * i guess ?* Let's see , this year was pretty awesome rite ? One words for it : YUJIN * ggrrhh mun long host , damn it * but he kind of HOT...You know Sri Garden ( GIRLS student ) is so Desperate rite , so most of them crazy about him oh well he already offcially Our School Super Star !!! Wtf rite ? Ok, I got a PICTURE with him and all my bitchess , Let see how hot is him :
even this pis is clear but his face not so HAWT.....

Hey , To those chick who too over Desperate about him , Just FYI I got a picture with him !!! hahahahahha

OMG....SEE ANOTHER DESPERATE WOMAN : I dunno which one she wanted , She touching Zac Efron' manly boobs..WTF

Opps....DURGA ngan Harahap sangat match ah.DURGA : MEEN is going kill you man..lolx
SRI GARDEN..Proud of myself man..."Way Above The Rest"..wtf

Did we look good ?

SHE IS RACHEL...she eat sugar i think , she look high !!hahaha wtf

OMG....hey everyone this is MUGEN LENSRICH * the guy that can sleep whereever he is *...
This pic was EPIC man !!! GO SLUT

NICE PICTURE..and Sham , where are you looking at ?

I LOVE IT..It feels like 90210 but Malaysian version la..tak leh bla

Miss you guys alot man !!!! ahhhhh


I LOVE IT..



JAPANESE FEAT MALASIA
Me and My Host : SHOTA

According to @linvin , HE IS HOTTER THAN YUJIN...He is CUTE

I SUPER MISS HER...See she cry =( anyways just FYI her name is YUMA * LARA host *

Nice right ?

 How sad when we saying goodbye to them ? Gosh miss you guys alot

OMGOSH..WHo the hell take this picture of me when I am crying ? GAH

 7th Sri Garden and Hokuryo Exchange programme , Onew ords for it : SUCCESS

Thursday, April 1