You think I'm joking ?

How old am I ?
18 turning 19th soon right ?
What fuckery I deserve all this treatment from you and mum ?
I would love to leave this home ( Wait , Does this house even belongs to me ? )
Nope , I don't think so . One getting on me then another one , you guys are way older than
me and you guys think you are the always right one ? * inside middle fingers *
I don't respect you ? I called you and you were busy doing your so call fucking business
and I asked mum to tell about it.
Right now you just yelling at my fucker ( thanks to your gene ) face ?
Really dad ? I know I'm always not a best child but you are not the best father either .
You think no one hates you in this family ? Really ?
Your own siblings which connect with you still say the same shit about you. You are one of the hardest in the family did you know that ?
You keep saying how not well is your family and yadda yadda ?
Have you ever think about my feelings ?
Everyone in this house have to live under your rules , I'm sick and tired of all this shit. I just wanna leave and never come back but  can I ? NO
I'm so tired la. You think is easy to raised up by you ?
The not really funny and joker father ?
Yes , I do get jealous my friend's parents .
Why can't you be just like that ? WHY ?
I know different people have different personality but yours are the sucky of all .
Yes , whatever crap I'm writing now is out of respect but bitch please , fuck me I don't really care.
Growing up in this modern century taught me soo , I mention before I will never educate my children like the way my parents educated me.
If my parents insist of getting extra hands on my children , I'll just send them to oversea.
Yes , whatever I said today , I will make it happen and watch me.
I don't want their * traditional educate * influence my children .
Sorry to say but I just have too.
Perhaps , my mum can tag along .
The father , he can continue dreaming of his old matter of learning and teaching.
I'm still under them , I will try my best to overcome everything and SURVIVE * wtf *

Sentimental

( Suddenly I feel so sentimental out of no way )

Okay , I’m actually not a very touchy muchy luchy person.

I gotta admit when it comes to relationship , I actually have fears of crossing  over the border line. WTF

When ever I’m in a relationship , I always in the childest side ( Erm , but sometimes of course I will think straight la when it comes to serious matter )

Omg , I can’t believe I just say that out of no way but seriously out of 2 relationship I involved ( SHIT , NOT LONGER A SECRET ) 

I admit I really into the first one because it was my first time getting into something and only works after 1.6 years because I guess is still bit fresh for both us and yadda yadda. *shy*

Then the second one is actually left me the big fucking huge holes in my life. 

Sometimes I recall back , stupidity of me rushing into a relationship and end up nothing accept I got hurts and posting emo status everyday in facebook , tweet every freaking second and ( secret dropping tears every night ) . To my ex-s , thanks for giving me life lesson , I moved on and now I life better.

Okay , I shall stop yawning about #HISTORYOFARRANFOONG .

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Few weeks back , I have this time of sudden writing love about my English assignment . 

And I actually feels great about it after all and fucking hell I didn’t score well during my finals. FML FLL 

( Fuck Lecturer Life ) I admit I’ve find all the sources from friends about their opinions of love and I used half of them.

( To whoever who gave me opinions , Thank you and even thou I didn’t score well in finals but I actually feel proud about it . )

Okay , I shall publish it out since I’m currently run out of topics .

HERE TO PRESENT ,

THE ESSAY OF LOVE.

Love  is an incredibly powerful word . But what is exactly is love ? According to google , love refers to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure "I loved the food" to interpersonal attraction "I love my wife / husband " . "Love" may refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love , to the sexual love of eros, to the emotional closeness of familial love, or the platonic love that defines friendship , to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved , makes love unusually difficult to consistently define , even compared to other emotional states. Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts. Love may be understood a part of the survival instinct, a function keep human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species. Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. it never rude or selfish. It does not take not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse , to trust , to hope and to endure whatever comes .

Love , from my stance is directly intertwined with trust. Without trust , love is unable to reach its full capacity . Like a rose , love can be beautiful thing , but it also has the ability to pierce your flesh like a thorn and create a scar that will never heal        completely. Without trust in a relationship , this is exactly what happen . Once a person is betrayed by one they love , that person cannot look at the one who betrayed them in the same way ever again.  Love is supposed to be a happy thing and this verse says that trust brings happiness to love . Trust affects every area of a relationship . being able to confide in someone creates a strong connection by opening up lines of communication . If you really trust someone , you feel like you can tell them anything and everything and not even think twice about it. A sense of trust also gives also gives a sensation of peace. Love is being able to trust someone and have peace of mind rather worrying constantly about lies , backstabbing or deception . Love takes all of us through rough time and it from this we learn the lessons of how to live. A child instance leans to walk safely only when he tries and falls a couple of times. It is the pain or the end result that makes the difference to the child , and he learns to walk with perfect balancing . When we do adjust to such normal or adverse situations since childhood then why can’t we take simple relationship problems as they are and instead not put it into flames or high stakes. We being human practice or preach all kinds of moods and emotions , be it love , jealousy and hatred. It is only the understanding we need to develop and know what is important in life and make the right decision. There decisions that we make are not soul made but it does effect a lot of things around us .

There is times when you may really hate someone whom you love but “ true love “ is having assurance at all times that won’t be abandoned. Making a commitment is making promise or giving you words to someone. In a relationship , a commitment would be a promise to be devoted to those that you love. When the going gets tough and temptations are string , true love is steadfast in its journey through time. Love is an unwavering commitment to those that you love . Weather it be a commitment to a spouse to be faithful to them and have no other .

There three virtues along with many others are what make love flourish. Love is anything but simple , but those who learn to love reap the benefits over time. Love is being able to open up your heart and trust people even when you’ve been hurt. Love is keeping a solid promise to be faithful and loyal. Love is sacrificing things in life in order to make those that you love happy.

BY , ARRAN FOONG .

Heh , I actually feels proud about my essay after all and don’t laugh about it.

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Moments

Well hello hello there. Still remember my cover up for awards show ?
Yeah , I'm here again to be the judges ( more like a fashion army since fashion police taken ) for the SAG Awards who happens today in LA .
SAG stand for Screen Actors Guild Awards.
I have no idea what does it means but based on the awards recipients , I think is mostly whatever show/series/short movies happen to showed on 711 , 710 , 701 , 702 will be all end up there.
There is Academy Awards ( Movie) , Oscar ( Movie ) WHUT ? #confuseface
I think I just confused myself. But of course you guys/girls know about Grammys , MTV Music Awards is for music la .. And others confused me awards which I don't care because I dunno what topics to write on beside fashion. * triple facepalm moment *
Recently I've apply internship ( more like I NEED work and I NEED money ) experiences.
I actually wanted to apply for Cleo magazine but I know I won't get it one because I suck. menogusta.com
Oh well , interview going on tomorrow after my class ( Double Nervous Moment ) #breakdown
Yeah , I guess I kinda gave you my mood now.
Trying not to overtalk or overdose moment , If you know me well ,
I will fuck out whatever happen in my brain but of course I filter it up la . DUH
Hahaha * inside pun * I really really really really hopes that I can make it for the job or else my bank account will be froze for century man.
I've been watching The Hills quite sometimes. Okay , I actually make a effort download it but seems like the links doesn't like me or they hate me so I can only watch it online and only happen happen in college because my house internet suck big time. #IHeartLaurenConrad #IloveLoBosword and I just wanna be like Whitney. The end of the story of half my life.
SHIT ME , WAS SUPPOSE TO TALK ABOUT THE RED CARPET COVER .
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DON'T SHE LOOK SUPER DUPER ADORABLE ? 

Not like a doll but a very human doll. WTF 

Emma Stone always in my Best Dressed List , She always do. 

Emma is wearing Alexander Mc Queen and same goes to her nuckle clutch. 

BEST DRESS 

Any idea who she is ? Well certain can't get the right answer. 

You guys watched Jumper ( 2008 ) where Hayden Christensen and Rachel Bilson in it ?

She is Hayden Christensen's mum in the movie . 

Diana Lane in David Meister . 

Totally in love with her dress and the way she swap up her hair.

One of my Best Dress too . 

This dress certainly reminds me of dresses from Lanvin that I spotted few years back. 

Is kinda look like Calvin Klien too due the simple of the dress . 

Kyra Sedgwick in Pucci. 

She is one in the list too . 

MY SECOND FAV DRESS OF THE WHOLE SHOW. 

OMG , I'M DYING DYING DYING DYING . 

Obviously she have a mistake of her shoes but overall , she look stunning.  

I even have another shorts of her. 

Now you spot the different ? Still burning right ? WTF

Lea Michele is wearing Versace. 

Best Dress Too :/

I'm 70 , 30 with this dress . I mean , you can go wrong in Red dress and she 

obviously make an effort to prove she can be classic and chic .

Hey look , she did even better here compare her during Golden Globe. 

Michelle William is wearing Valentino

Simple , Classic and Chic . 

* NOSE BLEED * x1000000 

How can you not fall for some sex symbol like this ? 

I think I need tampon to suck on my nose already. She definitely a definition of Sex , Sex , Sex. 

* Look at her double D * 

Naya Rivera wearing dress by Naeem Khan . 

* my asshole come out blood liao la since the previous one nose bleed *

Omg , her accent + her body figure + her acting roles = DIED ME 

ARE YOU SERIOUS ABOUT THIS ? YES I AM , PERHAPS I NEED TO BANG WALLS NOW. 

Maybe tables , Chairs and my bed too . 

This is just too insane with her. You gotta love her 

Sofia Viagra is in ... AH SHIT ME 

* repeat * 

SOFIA VERGARA IN MARCHESA. 

* STARE AT HER BOOBS AND ASS YOU ALREADY DEAD * 

Puke Unicorn moment . 

Wasn't too sure about this but is okay , I forgive because is haute couture. 

Omg , I love the details of this dress but I don't understand the top part.

She looks she wearing a top and add on with the dress. 

#FINE 

Zoey Saldana in Givenchy Couture. 

She definitely making a entres about this flawless purple dress. 

I certainly like the shoulder part and also the way she put on makeup . 

She one of my choice for Best Dress. 

Julie Bowen is in Temperley London. 

Just a years having her baby , she still looking perfectly stunning in this dress. 

Oh god , I love the cream lace part right on her chest. 

Those are what I wanna see on the red carpet event. She make the right choice.

Totally love the cut . LOVE IT 

Jane Krakowski wearing gown by Antonio Berardi . 

She look so gorgeous in this dress until the 2 uncle at the back have to take out their phones and snap. 

ANGELINA JOLIE , I WOULD DO THAT SHIT TOO MAN. 

Totally in love with her choice , simple and very classic. 

Not much heavy accessorize beside her bangle and her inks. 

Angelina Jolie dress by Jenny Packham. 

AWWWWWWWW . SHE IS SO CUTE. 

* Puke barbie *Wtf 

Haven't use this pun quite sometimes la due I haven't blog 10 days long. 

Erm , What else you need to say about her jumpsuit ? 

SO CHIO AND CUTE ( Kawaii only for Japanese ) 

Rose Byrne in Elie Saab . 

* Die Of Cuteness * 

AND NOW I HAVE MAKE YOU GUYS VOMIT A SECOND 

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REALL ? REALLY ? REALLY ? 

I JUST DIED ON THIS LA , SOME GOD SAVE HER PLEASE.

FOR FUCK SAKE , SHE IS IN HER 20'S AND SHE JUST HAVE TO RUINED IT. 

DID HER CHILD CARE OVERDRESSED HER ? 

SHE IS SERIOUSLY INSANE AND NOT FUNNY. 

You can see I'm all for caplocks thanks to this. I feel so argh for her 

How can she even walk that out the hotel/room without realizing it ? 

she is basically wearing my grandmother table cloth. 

God bless her Shailene Woodley in L'Wren Scott .

Sham on you Shailene.

There are actually a lot of nice dresses but I'm back mother pain or more correctly is very lazy. 

You can imagine I haven't yadda-ing the past 10 days +++ I already feel uncomfy . LMAO

I still can't figure out what post next , perhaps some emo shit long essay about my relationship. FML 

I'm too pain to move now till then see you all in the coming post . 

( BACK PAIN LA )

Believe

 The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this: If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you. 


Liz Gilbert 
Eat Pray Love