Growing Apart

Once someone say  " Growing up is never easy , you hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come but that night , I think we knew it was time to let of what had been and look ahead to what would be. Others days , new days , days to come , the thing is , we didn't have to hate each other for getting older . We just had to forgive ourselves .... for growing up . "
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Remember when... ollie-ollie-oxen free meant something?... getting high meant swinging at the playground? ...the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties? ...dad was our hero and mom was the girl you were going to marry? ...your worst enemies were your siblings? race issues were who ran the fastest, and war was a card game? life was simple and care free...but what I remember most was wanting to grow up. Now ollie-ollie-oxen free is just some gibberish... getting high is a major issue... and pot isn't just a pan in the kitchen... stds and babies are huge compared to cooties...dads an asshole and mom wants to marry you off... your siblings are your best friends... be nice to them... race issues and war are common things these days, and it's not fun anymore... and sometimes I wish I were 2 again because skinned knees are easier mended than broken hearts...
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree? Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives... the ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love, first heartbreak... the memories. Yes , memories always remain the same even though people in the picture change. I think for everyone , most human on earth believe picture describe the perfect moment . 
By living each day to its absolute fullest you not only sleep better at night but you are one step closer to your dreams

take chances. tell the truth. date someone totally wrong for you. say no. spend all your cash. fall in love. get to know someone random. be random. say i love you. sing out loud. laugh at a stupid joke. cry. get revenge. apologize. tell someone how much they mean to you. tell a jerk what you feel. let someone know what they're missing. stalk someone. blackmail. laugh til your stomach hurts. live life 

There is not a shred of evidence to support the theory that life is meant to be serious

My Super Not Sweet Sixteen 

Forever And Always 

Best High School Memories . The best nothing beat this 

Short and Sweet . 

Those time in class .. Crazy kids back then 

Probably the best issue of the magazine I've see . SOMEONE PUBLISH IT

I shall end with myself jumping to show I'm growing . 

Joy Jump . 

Gonna end this post right now before I start crying again . 

Having a hard time looking through all the picture I took back in high school , I so much prefer High School then college . 

Shall off now , Cheers everyone . 

Love defies generalizations. Poets, philosophers, theologians, and countless others have ascribed their own theories and interpretations but often they still fall short of the goal of capturing the true nature of this unfathomable entity. The strength of love lies in its diversity. It possesses the unique ability to evolve, change, and permutate over the course of our lives. Just as we grow outwardly we must also grow inwardly. Our thoughts, realizations, and perceptions are given credence by our individual experiences on the separate paths we follow in our quest for love. And as love is an integral part of our inner selves, so it must grow and mature as well. It possesses the ability to adapt to its internal as well as its external environment. It not only changes as we change but it also ebbs and flows outwardly dependent on the receptivity of those to whom it is directed.

Parental Control

( THIS BLOG POST IS ABOUT MY PERSONAL FEELINGS OKAY AND DON'T GO JUDGE ME SAYING I'M FUCKING RUDE KAY ....... WTF )
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So recently I have an argument with my dad ( I love you mummy , you're safe for now ) about me driving out too much and going out so often. YOU CALL ME AS OFTEN ? ( Btw I don't really go out that often lo like seriously no JOKES la , my latest event will be till 12 shape then I will roll back home already lor ) FML T.T
First driving . Hey dude , you're the one who asked me to go get license and etc lalalalalal..... and now you scolded me drive too much ? what do you actually aspect me to do ? seat home and do dirty job everyfuckingdaytill I'm 21 ? Eh , I'm 18 years old not 8 months old leh ( WTF , doing dirty job for 4 year ) STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE OF THOSE KIDS WHO GO OUT EVERY FUCKING NIGHT , COME HOME LATE WHEN I NOT EVEN GO OUT EVERY FUCKEN NIGHT .
I know I still under control by you but please , let me do my own things and chase my own dream la.
I'm not mad but I'm fighting for my own rights , I'm human too I have attitude too , I have emotion too .
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Sometimes when I did something wrong and of course I'll say sorry la but when you blame me and when you find out the true and the person is not me , DO YOU EVEN SAY SORRY TO ME ? One thing I don't like about you is , you blame me I'm fine but when you blame me and start scolding me all the punani words/Puntek words , there goes me raising up with my tone then we end up yelling at each other . I FUCKING HATE FIGHTS OKAY
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Secondly , college . DUH , YOU NEVER GO TO COLLEGE BEFORE MEH ? ASSIGNMENT CARRY LOAD OF MARKS TO LA BESIDE EXAM AND ATTENDANCES. Can you please go ask my cousin and uncles that does assignment really that important .
Seriously yesterday was the fucked up one . I
told my mum I'm going out to do my assignment and then hours later when I arrived at my friends and dad called and FUCKING YELLED at me say that what are you doing out there again? Since when I go out the day before la dei . Fine I answer I'm doing my assignment and he say okay then be home at 2 . FUCKER , I'M NOT EVEN STARTED YET LEH THAT TIME HOW TO GO BACK HOME ? Fine so when I reached home at 4.30 and not even 5 , I called him again and kindly tell him I'm home and then this is what happen ;
Me : I'm home
Dad : what time is it ?
Me : 4.30
Dad : what assignment is this ?
Me : Business Social Assignment
Dad : Give me you friends add , I go look for her and ask her .
Me : ( tell him the apartment name and location )
Dad : I'll go ask. YOU DO WITH YOU CLASSMATES ? YOU CLASS GOT FRIENDS ONE MEH . ( This is the worst line man , eh bastard you memang puntek la , what talking you )
Me : duh , I have friends and we doing our assignment together okay .
Dad : you head la .
Me : ( at this moment I wanted to scold him sohai already )
Me : * Off to phone  * and yell at him say stop treating me like a kids please , I'm not 8 years old , I'm 18 .
few mins later he called back
Dad : why you off you phone ?
Me : because I'm done with you
Dad : * cannot remember what he say already cause was too pissed *
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He got back and start yelling at me and scold me for that . DIU , I'M DOING ASSIGNMENT AND YOU'RE THE ONE NOT BELIEVE ALSO MY FAULT LA NOW , DAMN FUCKER AT TIMES ONE LA . IF YOU UNHAPPY WITH ME THEN SEND ME TO A BOARDING SCHOOL LOR THEN SAVE YOUR ENERGY TO YELL WITH ME .

Those post up there is special for my dad , hope he read it and realize something is going too wrong between me and him .
I shall go now before I start complaining already ,
Cheers and have a happy weekend .

PAY ATTENTION SEEKER

Hey. Me again
Don't like me typing like this ah ?
Then give me money for blogging so hard la . #DelusionalBitch
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So , this post is all about Day 4 in Nippon which is my last day . ;(
Is bit sad la of course but at least I been here and shop till I become fella Ah Lian.
take that jokes you spinner cock , I just learned it so instead of calling you bastard/FUCKER/bitch ,
I will start calling you all Chao Ku Niang / Chao Ah Beng / Ah Lian .
#SingaporeaTalkTheTalk
Anyways , let's begin with the talk you cocky people .

TELL ME HOW YOU FUCKING REMEMBER EVERYTHING ??????

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I love how Japanese keep peacefully in the train unlike the one here.

Here like chicken pet pet , cannot stop one . 

Went to Kuromon Market early in the morning . FARKMEHLIFE

Guess what ? was aspected at least something but NOTHING IS SELLING. 

FUCKER LA WHO WAKES ME UP SO EARLY

then we walk walk walk walk walk and walk and walk till the end of the market only can see people. 

YOU CALL THIS AS A MARKET AH ? 

MY HOTEL ROOM BED BETTER LEH. 

So according to the tourist people , THIS IS THE BEST CHEESE CAKE IN OSAKA. 

SO MANY PEOPLE JUST FOR A 588YEN WHOLE CAKE. 

ONE WHOLE FUCKING BUILDING SELL SPORTS THINGS AH.

CAN YOU BELIEVE ? JAPANESE YOU'RE FREAKING SMART

Dotonbori.We passed here for lunch and just look around before sending the 2 old lady back . 

and then I saw this couple. Cute is one of the reason , another is THAT DUDE

USING THE BAG IS THE ONE SAME WITH NAJWA(Bestie from college ) but her is mini cooper and less colorful 

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DID YOU HAD YOUR DINNER/LUNCH/BREAKFAST YET ? 

YOU VOMIT BLOOD ALREADY ? 

No ... I shall continue 

BLEG ... even my own self vomit the cheese rice I had earlier.

So , me and my auntie decide to go in Daimaru to get our quick lunch and GUESS WHAT WE SAW

THISSSSSSSSSS

2 MONSTER COST ABOUT 1400 RINGGIT. 

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On our way walking back to the hotel. 

Salmon with Mash Potato . This is my lunch and supper I bought this AGAIN and set of Sashimi too.

I MISSED THIS THE MOST MAN , I WILL HAVE IT EVERY FREAKING DAY .

EVERYDAY , EVERYDAY , EVERYDAY , JUST THIS .

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2 hours later , me and my auntie decide to shop again since is the last day so might

as well use it instead of staying in the boring hotel . 

How Shinsaibashi look like when is comes to night. 

AMAZING HUH ? 

SAMANTHA THAVASA AND OF COURSE SPENT COUPLE INSIDE. 

HEH

THE BEST RAMEN MAN. HAD THAT FOR LUNCH AND DINNER TOO . 

ARE YOU HUNGRY YET ????

Asahi + Salmon Potato Salad + Sashimi Set = BEST THING I EVER HAD 

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I sleep and dream I married a japanese women 

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I dreamed I become a super fucking famous porn star. WTF 

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> I  SLEEP LA OF COURSE < 

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And Here I am , Last day , At Kansai Airport .

Till Then I'm signing off right now . 

Cheers for the freaking weekdays 

OKTHXBAI