She turning 18 right now , GAGA

Oh well , let's start with HAPPR BIRTHDAY KAK ZA and SUPER SMEXY LEXY 18 !! Still remember how we meet ? uurrrmmm I kinda forget wtf , aiyo too much stress and homework already la.. I just joking around , you think I will forget meh. We meet like 2 years ago during Azi (Azian)'s Senior Prom. I get dam pissed of man when I wanted to take picture with you , you pulak cao with " SOMEONE" ( FYI that someone is eeewww form the head to the leg) hahahah ROFL.. Speaking of ,  I dam mad man !!! But atleast after few months later we having so much fun rite ? remember you and sakai ponteng , I terjumpa you at the library..haha kantoi ! =P We having an awesome lunch before you left m'sia at GEM remember ? Gossiping abt those whore and jerks ...hahaha Wells , do you still keep the pressie I gave you last year ? and the card for your leaving , did you keep it ?....hahahahahahha GAGA....I miss you like shit man , when you come back Park's garden with kelvin , Sachie and Hanim ok ? Cotton on ? Aiyo when ever I see anything related to you , then I will start missing you man ...GAGA

 I know you want this boots so badly right ? I saw the same design but diffirent colours at Isetan KLCC..Let's  go shop when you come back ok ?

I know you also want it so badly rite ? I just got new Louis's bag , are chu jealous ? hahaha GAGA

I realy duuno which lomo fisheye you lwant , I chose this cause it match with you boots.....GAGA

 We should vote for Best Stunning Date...Gaga

Arran Archuleta .. Sakai .. Nenek Zaza Gaga

 hey , nenek za we was on the magazine once but not because you're Lady zaza..gaga

Hey , this post is all for you cause today is Lady Zaza Days...WTf anyways Happy Birthday and Hope you like the Scrapbook I made it you......

P/s : I miss you loadss and Come back fast..xx

Move on from you....sigh

Even though that , moving on from someone it feel so easy but actually is not..Oh well I haven't move on from the one since like what form 3 ? ( I am those who take realy  long time to move on ) We begin with all the joke and whatever shit and craps but it full of lies..I have to say so sorry for lying everything , I doesn't mean it to hurt you but it just make friends with you is not that easy or simple !!I know we begin with so much fun stuff but how about the ends ? we ends like using a knife chop the meat into half ? is that call ends ? that is wtf rite ? oh well , I am still remember , I was realy crazy about you..WTF man ? Fo the past few months , I always ask advice from Mira , Sofia and Liaan . Their probally know that I hurt myself because of you , hidding at the corner emo-ing because of you , EMO-ing every single day because of you , sending messages to each other in Fb secretly and also I wrote 5 diares about you ( each diares just like my SPM essay paper , each essay more than like what 500 words ? all is my feelings to you ) but when I look back all the diares I feel so bladdy stupid and idiot ....see everything In my life for the past years or months is all related to you but after 2 years later , today,  I am so proud to announced that I am finally over with you...Oh well the first 1 weeks I might be emo-ing , haha but after that weeks I AM IN HEAVEN man..are chu jealous ? get a life whore
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I just have to say TTYM and CAO
P/S : Thanks to Mira , Sofia , liann and NADDY for the help , because of you guys I doesn't fall .If not I dah jatuh dalam giler.. THANK YOU LIFE SAVER , I love you guys cause when ever i need you guys , you guys always at there for me..

Life ?

Can someone tell me what is life means ? I just never gone true this before. This is the time I realy got into the bottom of my life . Dear god , is this what I ask for ? I don't think so.. I lost my direction ! When everytime I wanted to move on from you , I realize that is not that easy to move on .....
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone
why is everyone move on so easily ? but why i can't ?  I think maybe I too addicted to you , You just like my drug , I have to take it everyday but I am not a drug addict , why I am so stuppid , I can't get over you ?


Bila aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu
 Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa penggantiku
Jangan dilupakan aku... 


Maybe this song is true , when I am not here , keep all the song about me , don't always cry , meber we might see each other again , but when you find my replacement just don't forget me.... I just wanted to treat you as a friends but I think I never got a chance to talk to you cause I am just the trash for you......


Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us


but their have no us anymore.....I think I have to wait for the god who going to gave me those sign or a miracles....I just wanted to had you
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
maybe two is better than one but how about one is better than two ? 
maybe because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do with myself ..
I just alone right now , No one is standing my side cause most of them already got their happiness but me nothing at all....

I can be pensive,
You can be so sure.
You'll be the poison,
You'll be the cure.
I'm alone on the journey,
I'm alive none the less,

One day I just wish miracles happen.........

Whenever I look at you

This song inspire me alot , when ever I realy down.....I listen to it
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.