Saturday, April 21

Work that bitch

Few weeks ago , I attended Topshop/Topman SS Collection with Nicole , Shazarina and Naailah.
Such a great time with them and yes right now I only want to post up picture because 
I'm super duper lazy edit picture ( or just lazy take out picture from my phone )
Yes , I don't own a iphone and I wish I do . WTF 
but anyways , the show wasn't that great as I mention few blogpost ago. 
But I have so much fun with the girls and starstruck moment la . LOL
Okay , picture speak million words .

It was 2 hours before the show and Yes . This is me before rushing my ass off 
to pick up nicole . ;))) 

CAUGHT IN THE JAMMED . WHAT TO DO ? 
Camwhore :) 

No , I'm not first row. FUCKER RIGHT ? 

I actually want to take picture of that outfit but my camera not canggih so too bad. 


ERRRR , SMILE ?!!!?!

DO YOU LOVE HIM ? Yes , Is a him . ;) 

HE IS FUCKING ADORABLE IN THIS PICTURE WITH NIK. 
 Wait until you see mine 

LOOK AT MINE ? I AM THE ONLY ONE NAMPAK GIGI . WTF LA 

Without his crazy spec , he damn adorable okay .


VIC MUSHY <3 

Isn't him cray ? 

Your Truly 
I'm wearing Ralph Lauren Top , Topman Skinnies 
Topman loafers , Orange Hermes Birkin and Cartier bracelet. 

Oh , my bag matching with Nik's heels . 
Blair and Serena 

The Blair and Men in heels . 


Me and famous blogger Jane . 
SHE SO GORGEOUS 

Yours Truly with Fay Hokulani . 

Yours Truly with Local DJ from 8TV and One Fm . 

Feel so bliss standing next to the model . :) 

Gotcha ? 

Nicole and Vic mushy . 
he damn cute okay :P 
The End ;))))))) 

Sunday, April 15

Sometimes

So what ? So what I have best parents that buy me everything ? 
So what I have everything ? So what I have the best thing ? 
I am not happy . You know that ? 
No. You know nothing and You don't give a fuck at all . 
Sometimes I ask myself , weather am I giving myself way of move on or just 
sit there and thinks there is miracle . I dunno 
Sometimes I wanna ask you , why we break it ? 
Sometimes I wonder am I too straight forward ? 
Or just doesn't want accept the fact about us. 
I dunno I dunno I dunno I dunno . * break glass * 
You know when you upset about certain things , you just pretend it never happen and hopes self can move on . 
But in real life , you'll get tired of pretending all this shits. 
Everything have limits , I believe pretending have limits too. 
You are happy out there but here I am standing along pretending everything is fine. 
I'm just upset everything. 
Last night 3am , I couldn't sleep because of thinking of it . I dunno , really dunno. 
All I did was just stoning at my balcony and blasting depressed song from my phone. 
I won't give up on repeated. I just started tearing from no way 
4 am , I finally able to fall asleep but I dreamed about you . 
Maybe you thinks you mean nothing to you but you mean everything to me. 
Sometimes I wish can go back and nothing happen . Nothing 
Sometimes . The words sometimes may sound possible to me but in my heart , mind all 
just impossible. Why would you ever come back ? Why would you ? 
You left me , Remember ? 
I just wondering have you ever being real to me or just faking yourself and play around ? 
I dunno , give me an answer. I just can't 
I'm so tired of saying " I'm okay " , " I'm moving on " and I'm so tired of faking my smile. 
Cry ? what's the point ? 
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Yes , I'm having the bad day . Bad Bad Bad one