Lost in that direction

I feel lost. Lost than ever before. Maybe this is part of growing up? are fucking kidding.

So fuck it. I don't know who I am. 

I feel like I haven't achieved anything in my 17 years of life. and having every heartbroken moment all the time .


Photography, music without a doubt still inspires me. But the only thing is, instead of pursuing in doing these things, I'm slacking off at home. 

F**K 17 year old arran.

# Silkygirl Cheer Competition

Hey hey guys , welcome back . wthell man , lolx . Cheer comp this year is not as fun as last year cause XAVIER  is not in =( ! Anyways , congrats CRYENS from Sri Kuala Lumpur for the winning , you guys deserve everything. Can you guys share some goodies to me ? aha joking . ok picture babe.

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Putra Indoor Stadium , Bukit Jalil.

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look at her ? whats wrong man ?

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I can't realy remember which team is this. sorry people !=P

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Blitzerz supporter , CYRENS supporter..........

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SARAH JUICY and ARRAN ARMANI. Does we sound classic ?

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How the hell he look like ? aha awesome ? nah , normal

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The awesome 4 accept for reek...haha JK

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3 of us awesome right shan ? aha

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We did alot of camwhore.

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hahahahahaha. sarah

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SHANICE AU YIVA

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awesome - credit to shermian sham

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actually got alot but I just random choose , =P!

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Idiot face for me not her....damn it

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AWESOME

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SHANICE

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Brian Ong ...errrmm

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safe me please ?

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crazy shit man.....

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yerr..why like that 1? ( malaysian english)

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the malay dude behind us is so uurrgghh....

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CHARM ALL STAR

P/s : actually got more picture but I just don't want to make my blog lag so yeah.

This year is quite fun cause shanice , sarah , shermaine and angela was there.

and my leg f**king shit hurt , because 

1. I split and handspring for 1 hours.

2. fall down from the stund , stupid base.

3.I have no idea.

Xx people

SILKYGIRL CHEER COMPETITION 2010 

HERE I COME !!!!

Start Time:	Saturday, July 10, 2010 at 10:00am
End Time:	Sunday, July 11, 2010 at 5:00pm
Location:	Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil National Sports Complex

# Lucky Bitch 7

: Okie , so macam mana ni ? kawan baik punya hari jadi. aha. SOFIA , I fucking shit miss you man , are chu going to cheer comp this weekend ? heh , kalau kau tak gi , siap kau. hahahaha. remember , last year we had so fucking many shit fun together end up you're leaving..wtshit weiyh. " I can't belive you stole my boyfriend!" , "Do I look like I care". hahaha never forget this awesome script. and yet remember masa sejarah , she call us to sing a song or something like that , you making fun of that song and ends up both of us laughing like an idiot man.hahahahahahaha miss lara's party (you with you leopard print, smexy)and loads more . even we meet u each other this year once during hanif party but still not enough. sorry for writing so much and I know it gonna hurt your eyes but I don't care , I nak training myself for SPM right now. aha almost 12 right now , i think i gonna be the first who wish you at 12 am. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE and SMEXT 17.. see you soon in CHEER . BRING IT ON biotch
This might not be the best gift but still....

CHORAL SPEAKING BABE

The birthday bitch who brings us the champion of choral speaking.

Zibra print outfit crash with CANDYLAND

For sure you will mad at me for putting this ugly shoot of you. pfff

merdeka , merdeka , merdeka.

We all miss you doh.. NENEK

Xx arranzai 2010