Diffrent

Sitting here listening to slow songs
your baby in the other room sleeping
looking back on everything I've held back on
forgive and forget is what I've done
and you don't know i have so many times
these tears have falling more then once and
more then you think

Sitting here listening to this song
i don't want to tell you how i fell
any more i don't want to just sit and hold back
anymore
i run and find way to get ride of the things i fell
and not show that it there sometimes you get
a gimps of it
and as hard that i play it off the moment to turn
it all comes out

When you sit there and order around on the sky scraper your on
I look at you with every word i wanna say in my eyes
but for some reasons they wont come out
i was told to pick my battles here i find my self not wanting to jump into one
i find myself wanting to give up i don't want to fell this way
got to many things to do .

Only Time Will Tell

No I am not lonely
Coz I am not alone
No I am not crying
Coz I have to let you go

I don't need reminders
I just want to forget
After everything you put me through
Im glad this is the end

While the time keeps rolling by
I sit alone and write
With your voice fresh in my mind
Wait til I see you again

I don't wanna leave like this
Silence between us both
Maybe friends can happen later
And all I have is letting go
If everything that happened
Happened for some reason
I'd like to think that maybe
That this 'over' is a 'beginning'
But only time will tell
So I'll have to wait

No I don't wish for disaster
It's not fair
So I wish you happily ever after
For today but it's not the same

Well I've tried to move on
But I get stuck at the same places
Where we use to go
I guess I should have known

You would not make this easy
Your set on staying here
You don't wanna let go
So you keep whispering in my ear

I heard every word
I heard every lie
And I don't know why
I miss you so much

When I think it through
I run over everything
And there's nothing new
So there's no second chances here

You hurt me
I tried hard
You saw
That I fell fast
It hurts
But I'm gone
Now its time
To move
Just let go
Please let me go

You are the reason I am who I am today.

I know you lie to yourself, I won't lie to you.

A broken heart wont mend unless you want it to.
The secret smiles, the awkward silences, the sideways glances;
those days are gone - I get that. And you know what?
I'm cool with it. But let me set a couple of things straight.
First off, I don't know why I loved you. All I know is that I did.
Maybe it wasn't true love, but it was the closest thing I've ever felt.
And even though I didn't get my perfect happy ending,
even though you chickened out and left me hanging like an idiot,
I still believe you're a good person; and I wish you the best.
Really, I do. So go out there and find whatever makes you happy.
The memories are already starting to blur around the edges,
but God knows I couldn't ever forget you completely.
Do you understand what I'm saying here?
I'm saying that whether it's a good thing or a bad thing,
you are the reason I am who I am today. Oh God, I hope you know that.
I hope you know that you were the most important
person in my life for a very long time.
You were the guy I thought about while listening to all those songs,
the olny one who made me actually look forward to Mondays.
You were the one who could make or break me, who had my heart,
but never bothered to do anything about it. 

Silent Romance

Where has all the sound been my life
everything sounds so quiet
everything has no voice or noise
there isn't even wind breeze
or car alarms
there isn't even music playing
or rock stars singing
where has all my voice gone too
sitting alone by myself
cover in silence and tears
ordering a dish from a restaurant store
watching it without taking a bite
the silence in my heart
torn my clear voice away
English words became a form in the past
I'm so quiet inside
so silent inside
when love took a wrong turn
my speech ended that day
was it the crying tears
or the huge noise
that turned you away
thunderstorms no longer scream
rain drops no longer drip
everything so quiet
my ears are still here
but where is my sound?
where is my love song?
where there voice of my loved one
where is my romance?