Wednesday, October 6

One Heart
















One Drained Heart, Squeezed Of Blood,
One Heart You'd Never Trust.
A Blackened Hole,
An Empty Void,
Feelings Lost In This Cold Heart Of Lust.

One Tired Heart Lacks A Beat,
One Heart You'll Never Keep.
An Old Trick,
A Dirty Game,
Emotions Hidden In The Heart With No Name.

One Abused Heart To Cry For Today,
One Heart That Lost Its Way.
You Killed,
As You Stabbed,
The One Heart I Once Had.

One Beautiful Heart Held My Own,
One Heart Passed On The Throne.
'For You The Princess I Made From Sadness',
The One Heart Of Pure Stone. 

You worked for my trust and broke it.


You have asked about this trust,
And If I could just give it to you.
Never having done it before,
I never really knew what to do.

You listed way too many reasons,
But, only one was enough.
I let you break in to my soul,
You were gentle and not too rough.

You made sure that I was okay,
Before you switched on the light.
I was living in the dark for so long,
I didn't know wrong from right.

Every day was much harder,
But I got used to living down.
You came and picked me up,
And turned this life around.

But your thoughts - you shared,
With a more-so beautiful girl.
I wondered if you shared words,
Did you say she was your world?

Because you told me more than once,
It seems you needed better than oneself.
You asked why I can't rely on anyone,
But I guess, you answered that yourself.

When someone comes to accompany me,
I've always known not to let them in.
Because I end up shattered on the floor,
And the other person will always win.

So, If you ask me if I'm lonely,
Just make sure that you choose.
And question yourself a few times,
So you know what you might lose.

Thanks for treating me the same,
As you treated your special lover.
I felt like what it was like to be adored,
But I guess, I'll always be some other.

Yet, you showed me how to love,
And just one person is at the start.
But for me; I'll always fall for someone,
That will end up breaking my heart. 

Once Upon A Dream



Beneath a purple midnight sky, her ambrosial skin awaits.
Slumber will begin the dreams in which she sees his face.
Obscure and most enchanting are the memories in her mind.
But only sleep will reunite them in a love that God designed.

She slips into a fervent scene, escaping to timeless skies
Her silk hair holds a gentle rose, her crown wears fireflies
Small raindrops of pure silver, rest magically upon her lips
Her gown seductively glistens with the swaying of her hips.

But she cannot sway without him, her quest is soon to start.
No dream can be dreamt alone, she has to share her heart
And raising dark brown eyes, she searches everywhere
Looking up at the moon and stars, calling into the air...

"My prince, arrive to meet me, I've flown from distant land
Patience left me long ago... So I'm asking for your hand.
In my dreams you've held me, we've danced among the stars
No longer can I be parted from you, I must be where you are."

And by request, her handsome prince appears before her eyes.
Carrying carefully in his hand all the tears that he has cried.
Away from She he's been too long, but never again will he stray
So drawing her close he whispers softly, slowly beginning to say...

"Oh Angel of mine, I've dreamt many dreams, all of which are of you.
Each time in slumber you called for me, your name I have called too.
Moonlight and starlight shine brighter now, my hand is yours to take.
I'll glisten and bring out the beauty in you now and after you wake." 

My memory card .

Yes, I know.
With eyes wide shut,
I see.
I keep this mystery
under my skin, multiplying,
blessing what is within.

I gasp for breath,
retracing your steps.
(You made a mistake)
This (un)seen beauty is without strength,
This (un)seen beauty sears my eyes.
burns my soul, tortures desire.
You rend me to tatters as I wait
for my release.
(and my release lays in youyouyouyouyou)

This cry is not known
for this room is full of you
and it is so intangible,
and it is so distant from my left hand.
My senses are sick.
Save me.

Things wither, tomorrow drives me insane.
When I touch myself, your hands are still above 
my calloused heart.

Beneath the weight I bear, words
call you and stretch asunder where
your beauty lies.
You made a mistake, 
(yes, I know)
and it can't be corrected.
and it is forever.
This love aches in my heart.
You ache in my heart.
Perpetually, perpetually.

My sorrow is mine,
only mine.
Helpless planets embrace me,
my Moon still gallops to your Sun,
my Venus tangles in the sweet hands of your Mars.
And I know, yes I know
This love is sublime,
can't be transmuted,
can't wait anymore.

I have been torn in two
and both parts loves you.
This mystery is my perfect desire, 
my eyes lost in the quivering air.

Glorify me
for some minutes.
Glorify me.