# Lucky Bitch 7

: Okie , so macam mana ni ? kawan baik punya hari jadi. aha. SOFIA , I fucking shit miss you man , are chu going to cheer comp this weekend ? heh , kalau kau tak gi , siap kau. hahahaha. remember , last year we had so fucking many shit fun together end up you're leaving..wtshit weiyh. " I can't belive you stole my boyfriend!" , "Do I look like I care". hahaha never forget this awesome script. and yet remember masa sejarah , she call us to sing a song or something like that , you making fun of that song and ends up both of us laughing like an idiot man.hahahahahahaha miss lara's party (you with you leopard print, smexy)and loads more . even we meet u each other this year once during hanif party but still not enough. sorry for writing so much and I know it gonna hurt your eyes but I don't care , I nak training myself for SPM right now. aha almost 12 right now , i think i gonna be the first who wish you at 12 am. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE and SMEXT 17.. see you soon in CHEER . BRING IT ON biotch
This might not be the best gift but still....

CHORAL SPEAKING BABE

The birthday bitch who brings us the champion of choral speaking.

Zibra print outfit crash with CANDYLAND

For sure you will mad at me for putting this ugly shoot of you. pfff

merdeka , merdeka , merdeka.

We all miss you doh.. NENEK

Xx arranzai 2010

# Wish List

Okay , Let's see , How should I start this bloody birthday wish list man ? wtf pfff
Okie , Dear friends , do you guys remember the date that I started crying and Shiting on the pampers ?
If you guys doesn't know , I will tell you right now .
Take Note people , is 19 August .aha , so right now you know what to do la.
Normally every year I will get the samething like text , post on my fb wall , tweet me gao gao* I just have twitter this year and I had already reach 2,200th tweets* PRO , blog about me and a bunch of non-stop phone ringing. ( dude , don't so perasan la) aha
Wait my wish list is below. * Sorry , I am kind of desperate of this stuff now this*

This is one of the most adorable camera compare to Lomo.

It call Diana Mini F . * Britney Kua own 1 , Gah *

This is Sidekick 3 , is limited edition doh. 

I saw this in Keeping Up with that Kardashians , Kimmy own 1.

And I don't think so you can get this in Malaysia cause this only selling in state.

oh yet , who will so kind giving me a iphone right now ?

Accept for Iman or other cousin who view my blog .

This the the case I wanted even I doesn't own a iphone right now. pffff

Who will so kind to get me all the colour i wanted ?

Oh well , right now I just own Hot Pink , Chili Red and Grey.

I doesn't realy know where to get this shoe doh , Does it look awesome with my foot ?

The brand is call Supra , saw alot of singaporian love it but do malaysian love it too ? Nah

Okay , first thing I'm gonna scream is BOYS LIKE GIRLS.

Okay , so i think you guys know I pretty crazy about Boys Like Girls right ?

If you guys doesn't know then fuck off man , hahaha *kidding*

If you guys can get any of the Exclusive T-shirt or the Jacket for me from BLG , I will like Love you no matter you're dude or chick. aha

This is what I realy hope I can get . pff 

This and the Diana Mini F.

This is the 1 that I made for Lin Vin , is limited edition ok..you can get so many people who realy want to sign for you. pff * sorry LV , I doesn't mean it to you*

First , I love this earphone since the day I saw it in LADY GAGA video clips 

*somehow I doesn't remember which video clips was it*

Anyways , the price might be a little but high but is a classic gaga earphone so who cares.

aha , i think it coss 600 Ringgit in malaysia according to Mikhail la. 

OK , this cupcake is from Bijoux. 

The best cupcake ever, compare to cupcake chic is like my lord.

 I doesn't mind about cupcakechic , atleast I got a cake man. aha

But last should not miss is belanjar me at SNOWFLAKE * made sure is Japan Combo x3 

and 

KOREA BBQ at Bon Ga or Park's Garden. wheee

Can't wait for it .

44 days more to go

and

Minus the 7 days to Japan.

DEAR BRITNEY KUA ,

                                       Sorry for the present which gonna arrived 3 weeks from now means The present I will bring back from japan , so don't worried yours should be the special one cause made in Japan. aha Sorry , Sorry and Sorry.

Anyways , 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , BRITDAY , BORNDAY and Super Sweet/Sugar 16th. 

                    

Xx , arranBLG

# I just have that feeling

When I stand in a crowded room
I feel alone like nobody's there
And when you talk cold to me
I can see your breath in the air
It's taking it's toll on me
In the bathroom taking showers
So you don't see me cry
Baby it's such a crime

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter 
You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

When I give you gratitude
You act like you don't hear me speak
When I tell you what you do to me
You don't even hear the truth
What are you trying to prove; 
I stare out of the window for hours
Cause you don't listen to me
You won't even look in my eyes

I try to feel confidentI'm bitter
You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Don't believe what you're saying
I read your face and I'm blanking
Cause I don't know what's in front of my eyes
I try to feel confident

# July

Hello July, Goodbye June :D


It was a cool July and it was dusk.
The gentle winds that blew,
brushed the Autumn of your hair.

And a mist, as like in Autumn, touch
your face, as I stood still.

I could not help but wonder, as in Autumn,
are the bees yet in their hive; snuggled
closely, in their Autumn winter bed.?

An Autumn sun, hid behind the clouds above.
It knew not of this July, only of Autumn, in the air.
It knew of flowers drooping, their brightness,
now fading and curled. It knew of falling leaves,
and colors still so bright. A lone tree against a colored
sky, seemed naked in this July. With all of
this, and some to go, it must be Autumn, for this I know.

What of the woman, with the hair of Autumn?
Her eyes of Autumn color and colored clothes
the same. It can not be July, for
Autumn is abound.

Autumns every where. Circling sparrows in sky
above, swoop down, in hunt, for the final seeds
of Autumn. How could this be July,
or have the sparrows lost their way?

Surely, this is Autumn, for the chill is in they air.
And, isn't that an Autumn grass, below that
old oak tree? As the gentle Autumn winds,
carry silence for the day.

Now the mist of Autumn, are falling drops of rain.
No, not a shower in July, but an Autumn day,
now cast in gloom, against a steel gray sky.

Autumn, shall never be the same, since
that Autumn day in mid July.


wish everything gonna be okay .